New uni, New life

Today is the 3rd day of class in monash. Campus is enormous and they've got library with great techonogy. My course is not easy at all, indeed it is quite tough. Every subject has 1 thick reader ,i am taking 4 subjects - 4 thick readers waiting for me to be finished. Now its only the third day, i could really feel the streess on my back. Days in Utar was not so tough, i thought i could cope with it easily but no! I got to put tons of efford on it. Back on Tuesday, I had International Studies lecture, i couldnt really understand wat lecturer was talking about. Some students are so active where they can really argue with the theories and dare to voice out. I really want to try speaking out but somehow i do not really have the confidence and i don't really know how to express myself. I'm worry about how if people laughed at me? how if i couldnt speak well? how if i ...etc..etc...Some close friends have advised me not to worry about all these matters , i know wat u guys mean. I am trying to let go, trying hard to learn . I will cope with it without giving up, and put many effort to study to learn and of course dare to speak!! *peace*;)